I lack you

A new horizon is painting itself in front of me
As is the new person I'm about to be
But suddenly I realize I'm facing this road alone
You don't seem to be besides me entering this whole new zone
And somehow you can't grasp or understand
That nów, I need your hand
Don't know why, you turned away
'Cause somehow I thought you'd always stay
No apparant reason, no explanation of the cause
No vison on what led us from a will be to a was
But no matter all my anger, I just want you back
'Cause the value of your friendship, is what I now lack